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So apperently i was wrong in previous entries... this is the "correct" information! Hehe i am so excited! I will definatly keep ya posted

I am 7 weeks and 2 days pregnant
Only 32 weeks and 5 days left until your baby is born

You are at your 1st trimester

37 days have passed from your LMP and 229 days are left until your due date (03/11/07)

14% of your pregnancy is completed



Those are the "stats"

My little Embryo is the size of a lima bean.

I was talking to Aunt Cheryl this morning and she was asking me how i was feeling, and the first thing that came to mind is "its still hard for me to comprehend that there is a tiny person growing inside of me. My body is supporting the life of another.

I can't wait for the first ultasound, that will make it all more real, and i cant wait For Richard to be there holding my hand, to see what we created. Oh yeah i am totally going to cry! Haha i already am!

7 weeks!
I can't believe it, that means i only have 32 left! Man time is going by so fast, and the baby is growing too!!!

"Facial features are visible, including a mouth and tongue. The eyes have a retina and lens. The major muscle system is developed, and the unborn child practices moving. The child has its own blood type, distinct from the mother's. These blood cells are produced by the liver now instead of the yolk sac."

My baby is already moving! Haha how cool!
Still luck as heck! I have no signs of "morning sickness" haha awesome! (knock on wood)

So i am like totally blessed... no morning sickness!





This is my baby! Isn't s/he cute!!! S/he is only the size of a pea! Aww my little "Sweet Pea"

We figured out our name! Liliana Belle Tucker! James Timothy Tucker!

I was sitting here, looking out the window, with the computer on my lap... smelling the rain, and listening to the wind.

And i decided that i wanted to share something with you...

I'm Pregnant!


Ok so here's the deal, i have a HUGE suprise for our parents so you MUST keep this on the down low!!

I did the math and the due date is March 14, 2007.

No i am NOT pregnant.. quit asking. Plus i dont want to be. But Richard keeps asking... blah blah blah

No really now, i am bored and i have nothing to do, i finshed the laundry and there is nothing on tv...

So help me choose.....

Lilana Belle (Peaceful-Beauty)

Carolina Lily (Beautiful woman- Blossoming flower)

Liliana Belle (Gracious lily-Beauty)

Kari Anne (Pure of heart-Gracious)

Linette Jaclin (Beautiful Girl-To Protect)

Lilian Malonie (Graceful Lily)

Madeline Nicole (High tower-Victorious)

Miranda Lin (Admirable-Beautiful)

Alana Belle (Peaceful-Beautiful)



James Ethan (Supplanter-Firm/strong)

Richard James (Powerful-Supplanter)

James Timothy (supplanter-to honor god)

James Everett (Supplanter-Strong)

Kyle Richard (handsome-Strong)

James Richard (Supplanter-Powerful)

Like i said, i was 100 ored. And if you want to comment and tell me what you think... go ahead! Im up for some ideas

Ok So yesterday.... I went to the Macomb County Courthouse... I was to see Judge Donald Miller...for "His" Arraingment... But instead i sat in a room with my Mother and Richard... Ok So we got there at 1:30 like we were supposed to, we didnt know where to go or how to check in, so we sat in the court room, and waited, waited until 2:30 when the Assistant Prosecuting Attorney asked to talk to us.. Not even my attourney! AHHHHH... so i explained my situation with her, and told her that i wanted "Him" to be put on the Sex offenders list, so he will be there for 2 years, and be on probation for 1-2 years, and will have to go in for a psyc evaluation!! Yea go me!

So we sat in this room with 1 table and 4 chairs while the APA went to talk to "His" lawyer... She finally came back 3 hours later and said. he pled "Not Guilty"... which means, this is not over yet

I have to go back to court on May 17th to find out when the Jury trial is.. which for now it is Scheduled for June 13th.... and then hopefully we will have the final answer.. until then i still have 2 months of this aweful waiting.....AHHDSHFLKSDJFLK

I know this is so bad... but i have Court today, the second part of this thing i did... but i dont know what it is, i mean i know i went to the police to press charges against "Him" (i wont put his name until after... i dont want to get put away for something dumb like this...) And he was charged with "Sexual misconduct in the 4th degree" Which is a nice way of saying A foregin man kissed you and grabbed your ass. But anyways i have to go at 1:30pm today, and the butterflies in my stomach are ready to fly away. i cant stand this feeling. I am so scared, and i dont know what is going to happen. They never prepare you for these things. the last time i went my advocate, "played me" she wanted to leave that day and in order to do that we would have to charge "Him" with a lesser charge... this charge i got him with is a felony... if i wanted to walk away that day i could have lessed it to a misdomener... NO WAY!! that butthole makes me feel sick like this and nervous and cold and i cant even discribe it, and im supposed to let him walk... NO WAY BIT*H>>> YOU TAKE THIS TO THE NEXT STEP, YOU MAKE HIM FEEL SICK AND WORRIED AND MAKE HIM TAKE THE TIME OFF WORK... MAKE HIM FEEL THE WAY HE IS MAKING ME FEEL!!!!! (that's what i told her!) I told her i wasnt going to WASTE MY TIME for him to get off on a misdomener!!!

But now look, i wont let him walk away, and now i have to feel sick and cold, and how ever else you discribe the way i am feeling right now.

I just want to cry and hide

I know none of you probably care, but i need some help figuring out what the heck this means... Richard wrote a mean, but truthful blog about Sean a bout a month ago, basicly getting back at him for talking crap about me and to set him straight on how much of a jerk he was being lately.... well this is Sean's responce to the blog....


From: Sean
Date: Apr 1, 2006 8:14 PM
Subject: Oh man
Body: that must suck that your blog got deleted. Don't feel so good to fuck with someone smarter than you does it??? Try that shit again and it won't be pretty, i promise. You can talk your shit like a little TROY boy. It has no impact on me. Have a nice life buddy. Hope all goes well for you. Get an eduacation and stop relying on this job, it will never pay dude, but hey i'm stupid i wouldn't know right?? I am also a piece of shit father too according to you. Can't wait till you have your first kid, you'll see...it's in for. Karma has a way with people and it will have it's way with you too.

From: Sean
Date: Apr 6, 2006 8:18 PM
Subject: RE: RE: Oh man
Body: Who cares how long you have a job it's about you not wainting to educate yourself. So when your 40 you going to be working the same job?? Ummm...education is what is importand and you and kristen will be working dead end job the rest of your life with no future. So i guess that your lose, read some books, educate yourself and learn something to further your life. Then we can have a talk...


From: Dick
Date: Apr 6, 2006 1:28 PM
Everyone read it anyway... so i dont even care anymore. And i have had the same job for what 4 years now.... and how many have you had in the last 6 months, what? 15?

From: Sean
Date: Apr 6, 2006 10:20 PM
Subject: RE: RE: Oh man
Body: So on top of it you write another blog using my name whichi is slander. When you ever going to learn a lesson. I know you don't give a shit about your myspace account so i guess i'll just go ahead and get you delated, which is fine with me. You can't say that i am the one who threw a 10 year friendship down the drain...i believe that was both of us. You never wanted to come around and i have no idea why, maybe that bitch you married has something to do with it. She hates everything and everybody. I don't what you see in her or love about, but hey that's not my problem i don't have to deal with her. So about throwing away a friendship, ummmmm well okay maybe i never returned a phone call but i also what fucking wasted 99% of the time to care, you didn't us so what did i want to do with you anyways....when i stopped using i came back around, which no one cared, so what was the point of even trying???



Now, can you explain to me what the heck he is trying to say? Because so far after i had read it 3 times... i still come to the conclusion that i am reading, is that Sean is the one more undeducated and the one that talks too fast and dosent know what he is trying to say..... Do you get that too? PLEASE COMMENT, I WANT TO UNDERSTAND, BEFORE I TAKE ANY ACTION!!!!

I was awoken... not quite asleep, but in my bed, ready to sleep.

So A friend is having her first baby. Congratulations Emily and Jim. I wish you nothing but blessings and a healthy baby. Congrates to Nancy and Sally... New Aunts, thats pretty cool.

And now i am overcome with the need to be poetic, but i dont know where to start....

The wind blows, the leaves shake. Things happen, usually by mistake. People get angy, people get hurt. Not on purpose, just something we cant overt. Sadness is an aweful feeling. Half the time it holds no meaning. Why do we let others get to us. Why do we allow them into our unconsciousness? Is sadness a better place to be? I know that's where where i go, that's where i am best at being me.